The Judge and Jury

Well, had to go to NOVA today, to go to court to see if my unemployed looser could lessen my child support payments, which the judge gladly said NO!. Not enough circumstances changed for him to lessen it. And also, on the way to Northern Virginia, my car started to get real hot. So Im kinda stuck here for a minute. Hopefully I can get someone to look at it tomorrow. Im actually quite tired at the moment, only had 2 cups of coffee today and one was luke warm, the other was quite horrible also. My dad wanted me to stop by and fix his computer, which I did. He said he was going to give me 40 bux for fixing it, but Im not going to take 40 off him. He did take me to court this morning when my car didnt start. So, I will just take 20. I know Im so nice. Been trying to get in touch with my girlfriend so she can be pissed about this. I must say, however, Im not too happy about it either. I cant afford the payments, but I will trust in the Lord that I am in his hands. I know this whole situation is full of Gods involvement. Which is great. I do love the Lord so much, and even though, right now everything has sorta gone to shit, I know that He is watching over me. A friend asked me if I was getting closer to God. And I am elated to say that this is the first time in my life that I can actually say, even in a minorly depressed mood, that YES I am growing closer. I may not "feel" him at the moment but I know that God is real and that His promises are forever, and will not break. And what did He say? That He would never leave me. Or you, or you, or you. So, yes, I am closer to God. I know I have a long way to go, in my spiritual journey, but we all do.