Saturday, February 19, 2005

Handy Dandy NOTEBOOK

Good night and Mary Sue, I am one tired dog......I have my son this weekend, James. Unfortunately he sleeps in the same room I am in due to the fact that my parents are a bit of freaks, and well yeah we will leave it at that. So anyways, James got up early this morning, as he always does, and went to the bathroom. My dad offered to take him to breakfast, and let me sleep. Little Bugger didnt wanna take that option, he chose to sit there and wake me every 5 minutes as he was playing. But now he is out on a walk with my dad and I have on Blues Clues...Yeah, Im awake......:)

Other than that, I am pretty happy, and content. A friend of mine's mother has been diagnosed with MS and my friend, she is having a real hard time dealing with it. So if you think about it, please pray for her. Fortunately I have been able to encourage her a bit, but still she needs prayers...

I am at the point right now that things are going good in my life, and normally I would be pushing God out of the way, taking over the wheel. God, being the loving God that He is, would always move out of the way for me, so that I could take the car, at 300mph and end up 50 miles off track in a tree somewhere. This times different though. Watching what happened in the past week, really shows me that God is on my side. God is really watching out for me. I mean, prior to Sept 11th, it took me on average 2 weeks to find a new job. After Sept 11th, the average jumped to about 3 months. Never in my life did it take me 3 DAYS to find a job. Im making comparable to what I wanted to make, only 1k below my designated salary desire, but still, its more than I was making prior to me going to WV, and obviously a lot more than I was making in WV. So, yeah, waking up at 6am every day is not really my cup o' tea, but hey, ya gotta do what ya gotta do. I enjoy my job, because I am learning stuff, as well as being needed......:) They turn to me for decisions in the IT department, which makes me feel important. But, the biggest change in me is this. I would pray whenever I would think about it. I would wake up in the morning and go to work, listening to Focus on the Family, or Charles Stanley, or even John McArthur, on the radio, but wouldnt really pray because I was too tired or would make some slim excuse of why I wouldnt be able to. But lately, I have been giving the day to God. Regardless of what happen, the day was Gods. And trust me, I have had some doozies of days. But I wouldnt let them get me down and just go about doing what needed to be done. Listening to Him for His suggestions and what not. In reality, GOD is good. He has helped me out of so many ruts in my life...

Thank you Father, for giving me the love that a person like me does not deserve. You granted me my life, more than necessary, but You continue to grant me my life. For that I am undeserving yet grateful. You are my Lord, You are my Focus, You are my heart. I am nothing without you. I thank you.
In Jesus precious name
Amen

1 Comments:

Blogger Diana said...

amen.

God is goooooood.
There's nothing for us to do but get more dependent on Him.

peace out
D-pea

9:03 PM  

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