The Times, They are a Changin'
Well, I have moved back to my parents house, tail between my legs. They have been very nice and accomidating so far, but I have been here only one day. My ex girlfriend is quite upset and has called me all kinds of names. I feel bad, because I do love her and dont really want to leave her, however me, I need a job. I have been back in NOVA for only 2 days, really, and already I have an interview set up for tomorrow. Lord willing, this will be the job for me. I will be a dancing fool if I get this job.
So, yeah, me and my girl broke up. Its kinda hard to imagine not being with her anymore. I mean we were only together for a year, but the year flew by and I personally had a great time. She, on the other hand, has made it clear to me that she did not have fun. Thats the sad part. She has a hard time dealing with the fact that I screwed up my life and got married. And had a kid. So, I dunno, I know its for the best, but the ending of a relationship is always hard for one to deal with. Who knows, Maybe I am supposed to be like Peter, in the Bible, and be alone. I dunno. Im prepared for it though. I do feel that I need time to be by myself, not involved with another female for at least a year. So I can get my self situated and get my life back on track. I kinda go loopy when it comes to females. So, thats about where I am at now, back at my parents, 31 and living with my parents. Goodness, I am such a looser :) Lord willing, this job will take me elsewhere and i wont have to say to people, yeah, I live with my parents. LOL
So, yeah, me and my girl broke up. Its kinda hard to imagine not being with her anymore. I mean we were only together for a year, but the year flew by and I personally had a great time. She, on the other hand, has made it clear to me that she did not have fun. Thats the sad part. She has a hard time dealing with the fact that I screwed up my life and got married. And had a kid. So, I dunno, I know its for the best, but the ending of a relationship is always hard for one to deal with. Who knows, Maybe I am supposed to be like Peter, in the Bible, and be alone. I dunno. Im prepared for it though. I do feel that I need time to be by myself, not involved with another female for at least a year. So I can get my self situated and get my life back on track. I kinda go loopy when it comes to females. So, thats about where I am at now, back at my parents, 31 and living with my parents. Goodness, I am such a looser :) Lord willing, this job will take me elsewhere and i wont have to say to people, yeah, I live with my parents. LOL
posted by The Dog at 12:16 AM
1 Comments:
Good for you, bro-pea! I am moving in with my mom at the end of March so we will both be back to the womb so to speak. Freaks like us need to be in a safe place to get spiritually in tune with our Lord. Hallelujah brother and an AMEN!
Remember that you are a child of God and everything is a lesson. Never give up hope because you cannot do it if your hope is placed in heaven where it belongs.
This is a test. This is only a test.
It's time to go monk-style for a while and figure out what God's trying to tell you, my brother.
in my prayers,
D-pea
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