Three days and counting

Till my little one comes home. He called me this morning, just to play on the phone. That seems to be one of his favorite activities, getting on the phone and "tell me a secret" with is "whisha whisha whisha". I pretend he is actually telling me a secret and reply with "whisha whisha whisha". Its great fun. And, I am honored that he calls me to play that game. As I was speaking to him, this morning, I asked him if he liked Sweden. He said no, "Its yucky" LOL

Honestly, this morning's interaction with James, made me realize how blessed I truly am. I dont deserve all that I have. I dont deserve James. Yet, I have been blessed by our Father.

And, He has been faithful. Resonating throughout my head is the words "They will be back" and not once have I doubted that. Even when I recieve those doubtful looks of my friends, when I tell them that James is in Sweden. I tell them that I am at peace with it, on a couple of occasions, I have had that look of "Ok, but I think your an idiot"

They wont understand. They wont want to understand, the faith that I have in our Holy Father. Granting me, a murderer, such a wonderful and beautiful gift such as James. I am truly humbled by Him. I am thankful as well. Thankful that He has blessed me and has granted me His peace and wisdom.

My heart aches for those that doubt Him. My heart aches for those that deny Him. I have said before, that I couldnt wait to sing my praises of Him for His faithfulness. There is no waiting, He is continusly faithful to me, and I continuously sing His praises. He is the reason why I am who I am, where I am and where I shall go.

Yes, I cant wait for my son to get home. Yes, I cant wait to see his little form running to me, as his mother struggles with all the bags, and his little voice yelling "Daddddddyyyyyyyyy" into my open arms. However, I also know that He is the reason for that and I will always be thankful. I am thankful for the little bits of revealed wisdom, through my friends. I am thankful for my friends who are strong enough to reveal their tidbits of wisdom.

He is Holy and Faithful, and will be that way, til the end of days. And for that I am Thankful to Him!