The drama continues.......
Well, I wanted to start off by explaining something. My last post, I dont think I got my whole point across completely.
Yes, these things I desire, to find a beautiful woman and what not. I want to have that well paying job. I have been in the computer field for 10 yrs now, and a network admin for 5 or 6 years. However, I am not making the money that I should be making.
But thats not the point. These desires are selfish desires that doesnt mean I should get them. Just because I want them, doesnt mean I should get them. Who am I to expect these things? I can desire them all I want, but its up to Him to grant these desires. And to be honest, I think that I am right where He wants me to be.
Which leads me to the drama.
My ex is planning on going on a cruise. Thats fine. However, she had asked if I could take James while she went on this cruise. Now, I would love to, however, she lives about 45 minutes away from where I live and well, I wouldnt be there to pick him up from school until about 7:30. My parents are the ones usually the ones that pick him up since they know that I wont get home till kind of late and it makes it easier on both her and me. Well, two times that my ex had found a decent time for the cruise, my parents were also on a planned trip.
So, she found another cruise around halloween. When she asked my parents if they would be able to pick him up, my dad said no. Every day driving close to an hour out of the way, for a 68 yr old man, can be a bit much.
Now, my dad has gone well beyond the means of helping my ex out, all for James. He has done a lot for her and she just doesnt really get it.
Well, anyways, she sends me an email saying that the only way she can make this cruise is if I stay at her house and I could do my thing, and I told her that I couldnt do it and that I also disagreed with her taking my son out of school so she can go on vacation......So, in response to that email, she sends me this long diatribe on how she hates it here and that she has only me and my parents to rely on. If she was back home she could rely on her family. So then she proceeds to tell me that she is seriously contemplating on moving back to Sweden next year.
Now, Im not freaking out as I feel quite confident that He will not allow it. I am a huge part of James's life. I call all the time and I pick him up every weekend. I never want to go a weekend without him.
She is also planning on taking him out of school and "pay the full ticket" because she has no other option. Never mind the option of not going.
So, thats my story and Im sticking to it...... :)
Yes, these things I desire, to find a beautiful woman and what not. I want to have that well paying job. I have been in the computer field for 10 yrs now, and a network admin for 5 or 6 years. However, I am not making the money that I should be making.
But thats not the point. These desires are selfish desires that doesnt mean I should get them. Just because I want them, doesnt mean I should get them. Who am I to expect these things? I can desire them all I want, but its up to Him to grant these desires. And to be honest, I think that I am right where He wants me to be.
Which leads me to the drama.
My ex is planning on going on a cruise. Thats fine. However, she had asked if I could take James while she went on this cruise. Now, I would love to, however, she lives about 45 minutes away from where I live and well, I wouldnt be there to pick him up from school until about 7:30. My parents are the ones usually the ones that pick him up since they know that I wont get home till kind of late and it makes it easier on both her and me. Well, two times that my ex had found a decent time for the cruise, my parents were also on a planned trip.
So, she found another cruise around halloween. When she asked my parents if they would be able to pick him up, my dad said no. Every day driving close to an hour out of the way, for a 68 yr old man, can be a bit much.
Now, my dad has gone well beyond the means of helping my ex out, all for James. He has done a lot for her and she just doesnt really get it.
Well, anyways, she sends me an email saying that the only way she can make this cruise is if I stay at her house and I could do my thing, and I told her that I couldnt do it and that I also disagreed with her taking my son out of school so she can go on vacation......So, in response to that email, she sends me this long diatribe on how she hates it here and that she has only me and my parents to rely on. If she was back home she could rely on her family. So then she proceeds to tell me that she is seriously contemplating on moving back to Sweden next year.
Now, Im not freaking out as I feel quite confident that He will not allow it. I am a huge part of James's life. I call all the time and I pick him up every weekend. I never want to go a weekend without him.
She is also planning on taking him out of school and "pay the full ticket" because she has no other option. Never mind the option of not going.
So, thats my story and Im sticking to it...... :)
posted by The Dog at 10:19 PM
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